it has been so long since I have had a bounce in my step,
if I died tonight, I would be just lucky.
Most of the time, it is the sugar, corn, cauliflower, and the cucumbers too,
I miss the milk, I miss the sweets, and the really quick eats,
sometimes it is the coffee or the cream of wheat that make me blue.
I was so fat, I was quite round, then I was so skinny, able to leap and bound,
I shopped til I dropped, I bought out Kohl's,
now I am in the middle, and cautious when I eat out in town.
I sigh. I moan. I made a really confounded face.
So much has changed, and yet I am still missing that bouncy attitude,
each day I am not sure if I am gonna be high or low, but I really am not in a happy place.
I have not got much more to say, I am so exhausted you see
with work, and school, and a family that is in constant duress,
I can not get out of bed to come and play, so ya'll just have to leave me be.
I promise today that I will do better,
