today I was working on scanning all my film prints, 1977 through 2004, there are a BUTTLOAD of them.
I was doing great, finished 2004, 1/2 way through 2003, decided to get a wild hair up my butt and clean the glass of the scanner.
OOPs should have left well enough alone, now there is a strange blue / pink banding down the middle of the scans now.
grrrrr
sverre and I got into a grouchy fest this morning.
backstory: when I met and married him, he was a confirmed devout couch potato. today he dresses like lance armstrong and is an organic food fitness freak, 6% body fat! he is evil.
I asked him what changed from 1996 to 2006 and he got all pissy, "just because everyone I know never changes does not mean he cant change". HELLO
so i bite back, "no, I am fat, I want to know what motivated him, I would like some motivation, I would like a change"
"oh"
he is such a total turd.
anyways, he is off to work, I am off to work, and the boys are doing the standard issue summer school break bickering all day.
screaming
jumping up and down
I just got on the scales
I am only 4 lbs over what I was when I got pregnant with Erik! I have just shed 7 years of weight in 3 months and 4 days
okay, I feel better today.
motivation? no longer necessarily.
clue: today I packed a lunch for me and the boys to go to the park
(presurgery lunch:
2 pbj sandwhiches
3 bananas
3 corn bread muffins
3 water bottles)
today:
2 (1 oz) bags of pork chops
2 cliff bars
2 bags of gold fish
3 corn bread muffins
3 water bottles
now before, I could have easily had a nice snack and a lunch and been fine
today:
drank 10 oz water (wait 1/2 hour)
I ate 1 1oz bag of pork chop (good) waited 1/2 hour
drank 10 oz water (wait 1/2 hour)
ate 1/2 cornbread muffin (uhoh)
take a sip of water to wash it down (oh crap)
wait 1/2 hour with baited breath that I have just split open my pouch (new stomach)
take a single tiny sip of water at home 1/2 hour after last food intake (OH HOLY FREAKING HELL)
in the bathroom neasiated at hell, no puking, but you know the horrible taste in your mouth when it is imminent?
damn damn damn
okay
THAT IS MOTIVATION
back to being a good girl
1oz meals, every 5 hours and no fluids 1/2 hour before or 1/2 hour after
THAT SUCKED!
